[] my hearts interface []

This morning was the best yet. I drove to the overcast beach with a soy latte and my camera. the water has always been such a magnet to my heart. i can sit for hours just staring at the water. but my favorite is the interface of the water and sand. where the two meet is just so calming. i think i know what i want to do next time i visit, i want to get a surfboard, but not for the usual surfboard antics. there were 2 dozen kids, guys and gals just sitting out in the water on their boards. they were all suited up, straddling the board, facing the horizon, just riding the waves. probably thinking about the next few hours of their life, maybe rethinking the last few years as well. whatever the case, i enjoyed the respect out there. the quietness was different than the high noon sporty amped vibe the beach can create. i didn't want to leave. i really didn't want to leave. i didn't want to put my shoes back on and walk to the car. i just didn't. i prayed that God make everything right, whatever that means. i want the details to be looked into and taken care of. if i'm supposed to be out here (which is totally-utterly-completely counter intuitive to my life, my job, my business, my friends and family) make it happen. meanwhile, i'm going to be happy with what i've learned and seen and experienced these past few days. there are too many details to write of and honestly i don't want to dilute them from my mind. i always have to remind myself to put my camera down and just be, just enjoy the moment. so that is what i am being...