Wednesday, October 31, 2007

[]gritty.gray.light[]

i wanted to share a dream that i didn't forget upon awakening

in about a three hour period, i had one of the strangest dream experiences...my sister was giving birth in a skyrise hotel/hospital, in which i had to ride the glass elevator to the 158 floor...i had a panic attack {which i haven't had one in real life, so it felt like what i've seen in the movies} because the elevator would rise and stop so fast that your body was controlled by the g-force, bumping your face into the clear ceiling, then back to smash it on the floor...so when i got to my floor, i slid out {water slide style} on to a cold, brown marble floor

soon the nurse was handing out the babies my mom had given birth to FOR my sister, but the babies were in egg shells, but human baby size...{in real life, right before i went to sleep, i had watched a documentary on crocodiles and how they lightly crunch on the eggs in their mouth until the babies swim out}...there were four eggs entrusted to the family for safe keeping until they hatched...no directions were given by the staff, although my sister was trying to get everyone to go watch "finding nemo 2" in the basement of the hotel /hospital, which i protested as ridiculous...

i choose to ride the service elevator down, as it didn't do that g-force thing...but it was scary in other ways...it looked like a scene from a tarantino slasher movie {blue/green gritty lighting, smoke filled, gray skin tones}...as we approached the ground level, one of the men started to burn me with his cigarette, so i yelled to this guy {sleeveless shirt, but full sleeve tats} for help, so he got between the cig man and me...feeling relieved and safe, until cig man reached around tat man to burn me again and again, but the tat man wouldn't do anything to stop him, to protect me...{WHICH is so very interesting because i was listening to the talent of jeremy larson and analyzing some lyrics : to stand tall, but not defend : which totally worked itself out in my dream, but stumped me in real life}

anyways, to close on a lighter note, i accidently broke my egg so i stored it in some tupperware and placed it in the microwave and pressed the "incubate now" button, of course...